Yesterday night he tells me that his life sucks. I know he always feel so. I try to ask him to think in another way. Try to make him feel that his life can be better if he want to. Hope he dont feel his life sien or sucks or whatever. But he say i wont know because i live easy life and he live hard life. Suddenly i feel like have thousands knife stab into my heart. Because before he tells me this, he asking me not to think other things. At the moment i know da answer for me d. Before this i thought that i still can have 2nd chance and now its all gone. I feel kinda sad and down. And suddenly he said i live a easy life, tears just cant stop running down. He should know better than any other ppl how hard was my life. I thought he always know. What he said remind me of how my life was and how pain i get through of all that. How many years i took to recover from that, to accept the truth. I still remember i asked him that got whose de life is easy de, he answered 'you'. I din feel that my life is hard than him de. I know i cant judge how hard his life is. I wont know because i din get through it. But what i feel is everyone live a hard life. All depends on how u think and how u thought on it. When u really see through all that u will feel better and live more happy. No matter how, u also need get through ur life. Then why dont u get through ur everyday with smile and laugh? At the end i just end our conversation about his life with a 'sorry'. Because i feel hard to continue this topic and its hurts me alot.
Today... Is Chee Hing's birthday. My friend call me at 2pm++ and ask me whether i wanna share present with them or not. I agree to share with them. I asked her not to give de present to him first because i want to wish him again. And i hope i was there when they handed the present for him. After 1hour+ of preparing, i finally ok to go. I go to Yi Ting's house to take her shirt from her mother and then only drive to Queensbay mall. When i reach there i straight go to find Yi Ting and pass her shirt to her. Then i go for a walk and i bought a cake for Chee Hing. I go to the place where he working now, Xian Ding Wei Taiwanese Tea Room, it is also my previous working place. Then i sign on the box which the present is inside. Afterwards we give him a surprise and sing a birthday song for him. He say this year he have an unexpected birthday. He was very touch and happy. I leave da shop at 6pm. 1 more hour to go before Yi Ting finish her work. I just hanging around alone? I dont really like hanging around alone thou. But dont know since when i was like get used to it d. I go to find my friend which working for the SUB fair. Having a little conversation then i continue hanging around. I go to some place inside Jusco and play 1 round basketball. My marks is 130+. Hahaha. Got improve d (next time must 150+). Then i suddenly remember i wanna buy some t-shirt for myself. I go back to da place where SUB having their promotion. But i think da shirt just dont suite me. Then i go to PADINI and find if there have any shirt suite me or not. But i cant find any. Afterward i go to BRANDS OUTLET. Their shirt was kinda cheap. Its just RM50 for 3 t-shirt. I choose three which i like and i go to fitting room and try da shirt. I decided to buy all 3 shirt.
Which is......
Nice? =P
After buying cloth its already 7pm dy. I go to find Yiting then afterward we heading to another friend of mine, Yee Chiun house. I fetch her then we was planning to go to Sunset Bistro at the first. But Yee Chiun need back earlier so we just having our dinner together at Gurney Drive. After dinner i drop Yee Chiun back to her house then we only go to Sunset Bistro. We having a little talk there, and we enjoy the atmosphere there. Its like a paradise for us. After a few hour talking, we decide to go back dy. We stop at Hard Rock and go to da toilet. This is da picture we take at da toilet. xD
After that we went back home le. The end ~
