24 Nov - Blood donation day

 Its TAR college blood donation day

again..

I missed donation day last time.

and this time i really go for it 

at first i was kinda excited

but afterward feel abit scary

they first took my blood sample

then they check on my pressure

i am now okay to donate

i head to da bed provided

and i start donating

Say cheeeseee ~

Ouch..
dont stop!
keep pumpimg !!

no doubt
this is my blood

tada! ~
im done
is not that pain afterall
i tot i will pengsan
hahahahhaa

Just a little bit of my blood left
omg =.=

this is what they give us after blood donation
candle and chocolate cookies

aha

i forget about da milo =x

My first homemade pizza

My mum bought the wrong pizza last few day.

She was wanted to buy pizza but she bought pizza base.

So i decided to go tesco and buy some ingredient and make my own pizza.

We bought cheese, crab meat, and mushroom.

Then i starting to make my own pizza.

I put some tomato as da base

and i started to throw everything inside

Then it become like this..

See da cheese ?

OMG. i love it !!

Pizza is in the process..

After 20 mins of baking.

DING ~ Its out !

yummy ~

Food & Tea

hello ~

i am here

to update my blog =D

i have been lazy lately so didn't update my blog.

my friend complain about it le >.<

today my ex supervisor jio me go sing k

too bad no kaki

so we just having our lunch together

we have our lunch in 'huan xi di', gurney

this is my first time to da restaurant

its a hong kong style restaurant just like kim gary

da food is just almost the same

we order those items

i think u can find those item at kim gary too

but i like kim gary more

hehe

because my bosco is there =P

peace.

this is my ex supervisor

lansi dont want see da camera

hand stuck to the iPod ? =P

tada ~

this is my lunch

dieting

less food more exercise

but this have alot butter

fats !

cant eat le >.<

stomach pain

have to go toilet le ~

byebye ~

16th-18th Sept

Its my sem break now and i haven post for a few day d.

Well, nothing much special.

Just hanging with friend some time.

And the other time i was staying in home.

Until 16th till 18th.

My aunt was inviting me to Cameron Highlands.

She was working in HSBC bank.

Their company have a bungalow and Cameron.

So she book it and inviting all of my family member go holiday.

These three day was raining at there.

So da wheather at there was kinda cold.

I din prepare much long pants and shirts.

I was kinda freezing at there and i get sick.

But i do enjoy da three day there.

We play badminton.

Play mamasak with my little cousin.

And da food prepare by da cook is very nice!

And they serve with fine dining.

So da feel is kinda good.

I also enjoy da time with my cousin which haven seen in long time.

We build tent.

Playing cards.

And a lot more..

We also go to pasar malam and have a walk there.

I just bought some food there.

Because i have been there before.

So nothing much left for me to buy.

My cousin bought strawberry and flower for his gf.

How sweet~

We also celebrate my aunt birthday at there.

Is a nice trip and i'll always remember it.

Am I?

A message from my previous working friends.

She told me that she treat me as the same.

Just like before.

But seem that i have change.

She said nevermind, she know d.

But what she din really know.

Is that i also treat her like before like that.

Even if i din contact her.

When she contact me i really wish we could talk much.

But soon enough i feel like she don't wanna sms d.

She said that i din work d.

Long le diok will like that d.

Will get far away.

Last time she tells me that..

She is the one keep asking me out.

And i am the one who keep say don't want.

Yes.

But that time i was busy for my final.

And a friend of mine needs me by her side.

So i don't have time to go out with her.

Cant she understand?

Am i really changing?

Or..

Again she asking me out on wednesday.

She ask me a few day ago.

I tell her that i cant make it.

Because wednesday is my friend b'day.

But now..

I really wanna tell her that tomorrow i might can make it.

Because i celebrate with my friend today d.

But reading her message really make me feel sad.

I don't know if i should tell her that i'm free.

I feel disappointed.

So i decided not to tell her.

Cause i feel that even we hang out tomorrow.

I also cant be like what i used to be.

It will remind me what u said to me today.

I don't wanna hang out with u like a stranger.

I do wanna hang out with u as a friend.

Or as a sister.

Even if we really get far away.

Even if we really din contact for a long time d.

I still hope we can still like last time.

Laugh with no worries.

Play with no worries.

When i din sms u it doesn't means u not in my heart.

When i din find u it doesn't means i forget u d.

Memories..

Is still in my mind.

Is still in my heart.

Finally! And i'm happy tonight!

Today is da last day for ma final exam.

The paper is 'quantitative studies'

Well, at first i really feel kinda down and unhappy de.

Because of i cant finish my paper on time and some question i forget how to do d.

So feel like 'put aeroplane' to my best friend who ask me out after finish my exam de.

But i feel bad if i do so.

So i just go with them.

We go out at 8smth and reach Gurney at almost 9pm.

We go to try out the clinic restaurant which open not long ago.

My bro told me that da food and drinks in da restaurant not really nice.

And da food is expensive too.

But we just wanna try out.

So i just ordered a iced chocolate (really not nice!)

We take alot of picture at there.

I haven get any of that yet (going to post up as soon as i get da photo)

After that we go to eat 'ka ka' at gurney drive.

It took us about 1 hour to go to gurney drive from gurney.

Geng right?

It's damn jam inside da car park.

After that we drop YeeChiun back to her house.

Then we go lap at highway.

So siok man !

We shout as we never shout before.

We laugh as we never laugh before.

Yes, IM happy now.

Thanks to YiTing and Pauline.

What a great night <3

Where have I been?

Muahaha.. Its been a few days, or mayb one week plus i din write blog d.. Been busy for preparing for my final exam.. Hmm.. Well, I tried to study d.. But still got abit lazy.. Just hope my final exam will pass, no A also nvm.. Two more day to go, after that im free! Will add oil for da last two day d.. Nothing special happen in this few week.. Study, hang out with friend for a dinner, sleep, online, watch anime, nothing else i guess.. Waiting for wednesday~ I bought a new laptop dy.. Heee.. Cant wait to have it!

Bak Kut Teh (Muacks~)

Dinner time... Curi curi run out from home (not actually, got tell my mum =P). Telling my aunt that i go find my friend awhile. Actually i dont wanna eat at home dy. But if let she knows i bet she will say me. So better not letting her know. At first i dont know where my friend bring me to. But afterward i only know she say de place also is the most i like de. It only at opposite 'padang' there. They start selling 'bak kut teh' from evening till midnight. They also have yam rice and 'you tiao'. We eating while sweating. It really taste nice. And we both also eat with 'suan tou'. We both also like it, but we know that tmr when we wake up da taste is still in our mouth @.@

Thinking. Wondering.

Yea... here i am, with my tears again. Sometime i ask myself 'What am i crying for?'. Am i crying for the past? Or crying for things doesn't get as i wish. Once again, i listening for da things i dont wanna know. But why still i asking for it? People should move forward but why am i walking backward? It is true that i have been moving on for a long way, but why did u make me stop and going backward again? U push me to da floor and wants me to stand up by myself. After i stand up and i move on. But... i fall again, why u lend me ur hand to help me stand up, but on da half way i standing up, u took off ur hand and make me fall again. Dont u know it hurts? And it hurts alot. I know i have to stand up and move on by my own again. But why? Why things about u always appear in my sight? If u dont want me to think too much then why at da first place u say thing u shouldn't say? I believe u know me well, and these u should know too. Is u playing me? Or i playing myself? Am i asking for too much? In the end... I have nothing. Yes, i tired d. But why? Why i still find da pain by myself? Wondering... When i can have answer for my question marks?

A movie at Gurney Plaza

Another day with Yiting..
I finish class at 3pm, i lepak at sch for awhile with my classmate,Hui Ching, as i need to wait Yiting finish class at 4pm and fetch her go out. I walk back my friend, Hwei Min, hostel for awhile and back to college again. I sit at foyer and having some talk with Hui Ching while waiting da time to pass. She need to wait her bro till 4.30pm only can go home. I took off at 3.40pm from college and straight go to da college Yiting study at, Sentral college (if i din spell wrong xD). I was late, because i cant find da way to town area. Da way is abit different from last time i use de road. I thought i was lost. But finally i saw da UMNO buildings and i know which way to go dy. We drop by public bank as she wanna withdraw money from her bank. We decide to have a movie at Gurney Plaza. Unfortunately, on da way to Gurney, my mum called. She told me that she need da car to fetch my bro and my sis and i need to be back before 5.30pm. Da time is just not enough for us to have a movie. So she called her mum and ask for her car. We decided to go back and come out again with Yiting's car. I drop her and her home and i back to my home and wait her to come to fetch me. But she forget to bring her keys with her and she cant enter her house. She walked to my house and ask me for open da door. But i didn't notice that my phone have a msg. But my house is renovating and da door didn't shut as da worker need to go in and out. She straight walk into my house and she found me at second floor. I was kinda surprise seeing her suddenly appears in my house. After that i only know the reason she suddenly came into my house. Her mum come with her car and finally we can go for a movie. Daa movie is on 5.20pm. Guess what? When we reach there its already 5.30pm. We quickly buy da movie ticket and some popcorn and drinks too. The movie we are watching is 'Love in Disguise' act by Lee Hom.

Da movie is a little bit funny and romantic, some even says that it more nice than da movie 'Secret' act by Jay Chou. This movie is about LeeHom is a famous singer and he meet this girl who cant recognise him and he fall for her 'Gu Zhen' playing. He dress up like a kampung kids and go study at da music sch which da girl study in. And he get to know this girl. But in da same time he found out that she was loving another guy..... Da story goes on..... (not telling anymore =P) Thumb up for this movie ~~ It was kinda nice. Love it <3

The best Tom-Yam in town

Yesterday.. My best friend, Yiting was not in the good mood. She msg me and ask me to have my dinner with her. She abit worry that she disturbing me or scare i dont want to go out. But its okay with me, because i knew she need friends right now, and i will be there if she needs me.
Of course at first felt abit lazy too xD. We go out at 7pm and plan to go back by 8pm. We both also having exam soon. So we dont wanna hang out too long. I round around near my secondary sch there, Chung Hwa Confucian, as we dont know which way to go to there. At the end i decide to use da 'Jelutong Express' to go there as that way is more fast to reach da destination. When we reach there, I was kinda surprise because there doesn't look like a restaurant or kopitiam. If she didn't tell me i will thought that they just only sell tea. We go inside there and I saw a few uncle sitting there and enjoy there tea. It is a good place to enjoy tea and having a little talk there. She tells me that there was kinda famous with their Tom-Yam. They even got Tom-Yam soup or dry Tom-Yam. We ordered two Tom-Yam soup with maggie (forget to take photo T.T) and 'Pu Er' tea. And here she is, with da tea set, ta-da~

Awesome right? But suddenly i feel that we both like old woman. Wahaha. And here they come, the Tom-Yam maggie. Wow. I really cant believe that they selling for so cheap. If i not wrong it only cost RM5 per bowl. Inside there have prawn, fish, some kind of mushroom and sotong. And da soup was.... Mmmm~ Going to bring my mum and friends go to try next time =D

0810

10th of August ...

Everything just like normal. I go sunshine square with my mum. Buy some thinggie for daily use. My mum buy me 3 toothbrush and yakult (yummy~). And buy many other thinggie also. After finish buy our thing. My mum said that she wanna go take a look at my dad pub. I tell her i dont wanna go there. I hate my father when everytime we go there and he show me his 'black face'. So i tell myself i will never go there anymore. But mummy wanna go check if daddy lie her or not. Although she already know da answer but still she wanna go. So i accompany her go. We at first order a bucket of heineken.

I feel it is too much for 2ppl drinking 5bottle of heineken. But afterward mummy still order for another bucket. She sign my daddy name for da staff there. They was surprise to see my daddy signature on da receipt. And we was laughing all da way. A friend of my dad promoting AirMist of Envipro to me. Asking me to promote to my friends. It looks like this.

Inside this is fill with water and u can mix da water with Nanotech AirMist Cleaner also. It help u to eliminate harmful germs, virus and bacteria and remove bad odor. The air-conditioner will absorb the water inside the air and make our skin dry. With this, there is no need to worry about it. It can helps u to relax urself also. When u switch on, there is LCD light with colour. Da colour will keep changing. After da uncle tell me all da details about it and he demo how to use this thinggie for me. After that, soon enough i feel my head is spinning. And da music make me feel uncomfortable. I go to toilet and the next moment i vomit everything out. I feel kinda unwell because my thoart was kinda pain and my nose cant breathe well also. I ask mummy to go back and i tell her i wanna sleep dy. But she keep on talking to my dad's friend. A girl name Nicole ask me go inside da karaoke room and ask for me to sing. She wonder why my sis and bro so like to sing but i dont want sing. Actually i love singing alot. But that time my head was spinning and i cant sing. So i just tell her i very less sing de. It make me feel uncomfortable inside. So i just tell her i wanna go for toilet then i go sit with my mum again. And i ask her to go back but da uncle ask me give him 5mins. I know he not only want 5mins. I tell my mum i wait her inside car but she still dont want. The bass of the music really make me sick. I went to toilet again and vomit =x I really feel bad and i wanna go home. I straight took my thing and went down. I also heard she tells da uncle she wanna back d. She called me and ask me where i am. Then we went back home dy...

-End-

2 in 1

Yesterday night he tells me that his life sucks. I know he always feel so. I try to ask him to think in another way. Try to make him feel that his life can be better if he want to. Hope he dont feel his life sien or sucks or whatever. But he say i wont know because i live easy life and he live hard life. Suddenly i feel like have thousands knife stab into my heart. Because before he tells me this, he asking me not to think other things. At the moment i know da answer for me d. Before this i thought that i still can have 2nd chance and now its all gone. I feel kinda sad and down. And suddenly he said i live a easy life, tears just cant stop running down. He should know better than any other ppl how hard was my life. I thought he always know. What he said remind me of how my life was and how pain i get through of all that. How many years i took to recover from that, to accept the truth. I still remember i asked him that got whose de life is easy de, he answered 'you'. I din feel that my life is hard than him de. I know i cant judge how hard his life is. I wont know because i din get through it. But what i feel is everyone live a hard life. All depends on how u think and how u thought on it. When u really see through all that u will feel better and live more happy. No matter how, u also need get through ur life. Then why dont u get through ur everyday with smile and laugh? At the end i just end our conversation about his life with a 'sorry'. Because i feel hard to continue this topic and its hurts me alot.

Today... Is Chee Hing's birthday. My friend call me at 2pm++ and ask me whether i wanna share present with them or not. I agree to share with them. I asked her not to give de present to him first because i want to wish him again. And i hope i was there when they handed the present for him. After 1hour+ of preparing, i finally ok to go. I go to Yi Ting's house to take her shirt from her mother and then only drive to Queensbay mall. When i reach there i straight go to find Yi Ting and pass her shirt to her. Then i go for a walk and i bought a cake for Chee Hing. I go to the place where he working now, Xian Ding Wei Taiwanese Tea Room, it is also my previous working place. Then i sign on the box which the present is inside. Afterwards we give him a surprise and sing a birthday song for him. He say this year he have an unexpected birthday. He was very touch and happy. I leave da shop at 6pm. 1 more hour to go before Yi Ting finish her work. I just hanging around alone? I dont really like hanging around alone thou. But dont know since when i was like get used to it d. I go to find my friend which working for the SUB fair. Having a little conversation then i continue hanging around. I go to some place inside Jusco and play 1 round basketball. My marks is 130+. Hahaha. Got improve d (next time must 150+). Then i suddenly remember i wanna buy some t-shirt for myself. I go back to da place where SUB having their promotion. But i think da shirt just dont suite me. Then i go to PADINI and find if there have any shirt suite me or not. But i cant find any. Afterward i go to BRANDS OUTLET. Their shirt was kinda cheap. Its just RM50 for 3 t-shirt. I choose three which i like and i go to fitting room and try da shirt. I decided to buy all 3 shirt.

Which is......

Nice? =P

After buying cloth its already 7pm dy. I go to find Yiting then afterward we heading to another friend of mine, Yee Chiun house. I fetch her then we was planning to go to Sunset Bistro at the first. But Yee Chiun need back earlier so we just having our dinner together at Gurney Drive. After dinner i drop Yee Chiun back to her house then we only go to Sunset Bistro. We having a little talk there, and we enjoy the atmosphere there. Its like a paradise for us. After a few hour talking, we decide to go back dy. We stop at Hard Rock and go to da toilet. This is da picture we take at da toilet. xD

After that we went back home le. The end ~

A song suddenly appear in my mind

This is a song by S.H.E

I just love da meaning.

长相思- S.H.E.



离开 人离了心不开

等待 等成迫不及待

不在 是现在不在 或永远不在

越爱 越怕坠落悬崖

难捱 自从寂寞以来

青苔 把泪眼都覆盖

心海 已心如死海 浪花再不开

尘埃 却又惹来澎湃


长相思长几个夜晚

长相思不如长相伴

若拥抱时光太少太短 青春多荒凉

长相思长不过天长

长相思太长心不安

怕就怕春光灿烂成遗憾

意难忘



(Rap)

寻寻觅觅 冷冷清清 凄凄惨惨 戚戚

乍暖还寒 时候最难将息 三杯两盏淡酒

怎敌他 晚来风急 雁过也 最伤心

却是旧时相识 满地黄花堆积

Repeat, repeat

-End-

I'm sorry

Today i fetch my mum to sch which my little bro studying now.

She wanna take lunch for my bro.

Then i tell her after she done she can call me then i only drive there.

Because there was no place for me to park and i only can park at a

place which is far from sch.

After that i was too bored in car.

I was playing my ipod and i forget my phone is in silent mode.

I was too concentrated on my game and i forget to check on

my phone.

She have been calling me for 3 times and i dont know that.

After a few minutes i only wonder how come she so long still

haven call me.

So i check on my phone.

After that i saw her sitting on the floor there and tears is coming

out from her eye.

She asking me where i been and the next monent she was crying.

I drive her home and we din talk in car.

She tell me she was too worried and she thought i have

accident because i not answering her call.

I know she is worry about me and i feel sorry to her.

But seeing her like that make feel really bad.

My first blog on blogspot.com

Why I will start writing on blogspot?

I notice the blog is kinda nice and cool...

Haha

So I decided to make my own blog at here...

But I really not get used to write my blog in english...

Because my english is kinda 'sai'

Ehehe... So if u find I writing in broken english or have error dont feel strange...

Dont laugh me too =x

Still not get used to this blog...

Gonna upload photo and design again

My first blog ....

Peace ^^V

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