Am I?

A message from my previous working friends.

She told me that she treat me as the same.

Just like before.

But seem that i have change.

She said nevermind, she know d.

But what she din really know.

Is that i also treat her like before like that.

Even if i din contact her.

When she contact me i really wish we could talk much.

But soon enough i feel like she don't wanna sms d.

She said that i din work d.

Long le diok will like that d.

Will get far away.

Last time she tells me that..

She is the one keep asking me out.

And i am the one who keep say don't want.

Yes.

But that time i was busy for my final.

And a friend of mine needs me by her side.

So i don't have time to go out with her.

Cant she understand?

Am i really changing?

Or..

Again she asking me out on wednesday.

She ask me a few day ago.

I tell her that i cant make it.

Because wednesday is my friend b'day.

But now..

I really wanna tell her that tomorrow i might can make it.

Because i celebrate with my friend today d.

But reading her message really make me feel sad.

I don't know if i should tell her that i'm free.

I feel disappointed.

So i decided not to tell her.

Cause i feel that even we hang out tomorrow.

I also cant be like what i used to be.

It will remind me what u said to me today.

I don't wanna hang out with u like a stranger.

I do wanna hang out with u as a friend.

Or as a sister.

Even if we really get far away.

Even if we really din contact for a long time d.

I still hope we can still like last time.

Laugh with no worries.

Play with no worries.

When i din sms u it doesn't means u not in my heart.

When i din find u it doesn't means i forget u d.

Memories..

Is still in my mind.

Is still in my heart.