16th-18th Sept

Its my sem break now and i haven post for a few day d.

Well, nothing much special.

Just hanging with friend some time.

And the other time i was staying in home.

Until 16th till 18th.

My aunt was inviting me to Cameron Highlands.

She was working in HSBC bank.

Their company have a bungalow and Cameron.

So she book it and inviting all of my family member go holiday.

These three day was raining at there.

So da wheather at there was kinda cold.

I din prepare much long pants and shirts.

I was kinda freezing at there and i get sick.

But i do enjoy da three day there.

We play badminton.

Play mamasak with my little cousin.

And da food prepare by da cook is very nice!

And they serve with fine dining.

So da feel is kinda good.

I also enjoy da time with my cousin which haven seen in long time.

We build tent.

Playing cards.

And a lot more..

We also go to pasar malam and have a walk there.

I just bought some food there.

Because i have been there before.

So nothing much left for me to buy.

My cousin bought strawberry and flower for his gf.

How sweet~

We also celebrate my aunt birthday at there.

Is a nice trip and i'll always remember it.

Am I?

A message from my previous working friends.

She told me that she treat me as the same.

Just like before.

But seem that i have change.

She said nevermind, she know d.

But what she din really know.

Is that i also treat her like before like that.

Even if i din contact her.

When she contact me i really wish we could talk much.

But soon enough i feel like she don't wanna sms d.

She said that i din work d.

Long le diok will like that d.

Will get far away.

Last time she tells me that..

She is the one keep asking me out.

And i am the one who keep say don't want.

Yes.

But that time i was busy for my final.

And a friend of mine needs me by her side.

So i don't have time to go out with her.

Cant she understand?

Am i really changing?

Or..

Again she asking me out on wednesday.

She ask me a few day ago.

I tell her that i cant make it.

Because wednesday is my friend b'day.

But now..

I really wanna tell her that tomorrow i might can make it.

Because i celebrate with my friend today d.

But reading her message really make me feel sad.

I don't know if i should tell her that i'm free.

I feel disappointed.

So i decided not to tell her.

Cause i feel that even we hang out tomorrow.

I also cant be like what i used to be.

It will remind me what u said to me today.

I don't wanna hang out with u like a stranger.

I do wanna hang out with u as a friend.

Or as a sister.

Even if we really get far away.

Even if we really din contact for a long time d.

I still hope we can still like last time.

Laugh with no worries.

Play with no worries.

When i din sms u it doesn't means u not in my heart.

When i din find u it doesn't means i forget u d.

Memories..

Is still in my mind.

Is still in my heart.

Finally! And i'm happy tonight!

Today is da last day for ma final exam.

The paper is 'quantitative studies'

Well, at first i really feel kinda down and unhappy de.

Because of i cant finish my paper on time and some question i forget how to do d.

So feel like 'put aeroplane' to my best friend who ask me out after finish my exam de.

But i feel bad if i do so.

So i just go with them.

We go out at 8smth and reach Gurney at almost 9pm.

We go to try out the clinic restaurant which open not long ago.

My bro told me that da food and drinks in da restaurant not really nice.

And da food is expensive too.

But we just wanna try out.

So i just ordered a iced chocolate (really not nice!)

We take alot of picture at there.

I haven get any of that yet (going to post up as soon as i get da photo)

After that we go to eat 'ka ka' at gurney drive.

It took us about 1 hour to go to gurney drive from gurney.

Geng right?

It's damn jam inside da car park.

After that we drop YeeChiun back to her house.

Then we go lap at highway.

So siok man !

We shout as we never shout before.

We laugh as we never laugh before.

Yes, IM happy now.

Thanks to YiTing and Pauline.

What a great night <3

Where have I been?

Muahaha.. Its been a few days, or mayb one week plus i din write blog d.. Been busy for preparing for my final exam.. Hmm.. Well, I tried to study d.. But still got abit lazy.. Just hope my final exam will pass, no A also nvm.. Two more day to go, after that im free! Will add oil for da last two day d.. Nothing special happen in this few week.. Study, hang out with friend for a dinner, sleep, online, watch anime, nothing else i guess.. Waiting for wednesday~ I bought a new laptop dy.. Heee.. Cant wait to have it!

Bak Kut Teh (Muacks~)

Dinner time... Curi curi run out from home (not actually, got tell my mum =P). Telling my aunt that i go find my friend awhile. Actually i dont wanna eat at home dy. But if let she knows i bet she will say me. So better not letting her know. At first i dont know where my friend bring me to. But afterward i only know she say de place also is the most i like de. It only at opposite 'padang' there. They start selling 'bak kut teh' from evening till midnight. They also have yam rice and 'you tiao'. We eating while sweating. It really taste nice. And we both also eat with 'suan tou'. We both also like it, but we know that tmr when we wake up da taste is still in our mouth @.@

Thinking. Wondering.

Yea... here i am, with my tears again. Sometime i ask myself 'What am i crying for?'. Am i crying for the past? Or crying for things doesn't get as i wish. Once again, i listening for da things i dont wanna know. But why still i asking for it? People should move forward but why am i walking backward? It is true that i have been moving on for a long way, but why did u make me stop and going backward again? U push me to da floor and wants me to stand up by myself. After i stand up and i move on. But... i fall again, why u lend me ur hand to help me stand up, but on da half way i standing up, u took off ur hand and make me fall again. Dont u know it hurts? And it hurts alot. I know i have to stand up and move on by my own again. But why? Why things about u always appear in my sight? If u dont want me to think too much then why at da first place u say thing u shouldn't say? I believe u know me well, and these u should know too. Is u playing me? Or i playing myself? Am i asking for too much? In the end... I have nothing. Yes, i tired d. But why? Why i still find da pain by myself? Wondering... When i can have answer for my question marks?

A movie at Gurney Plaza

Another day with Yiting..
I finish class at 3pm, i lepak at sch for awhile with my classmate,Hui Ching, as i need to wait Yiting finish class at 4pm and fetch her go out. I walk back my friend, Hwei Min, hostel for awhile and back to college again. I sit at foyer and having some talk with Hui Ching while waiting da time to pass. She need to wait her bro till 4.30pm only can go home. I took off at 3.40pm from college and straight go to da college Yiting study at, Sentral college (if i din spell wrong xD). I was late, because i cant find da way to town area. Da way is abit different from last time i use de road. I thought i was lost. But finally i saw da UMNO buildings and i know which way to go dy. We drop by public bank as she wanna withdraw money from her bank. We decide to have a movie at Gurney Plaza. Unfortunately, on da way to Gurney, my mum called. She told me that she need da car to fetch my bro and my sis and i need to be back before 5.30pm. Da time is just not enough for us to have a movie. So she called her mum and ask for her car. We decided to go back and come out again with Yiting's car. I drop her and her home and i back to my home and wait her to come to fetch me. But she forget to bring her keys with her and she cant enter her house. She walked to my house and ask me for open da door. But i didn't notice that my phone have a msg. But my house is renovating and da door didn't shut as da worker need to go in and out. She straight walk into my house and she found me at second floor. I was kinda surprise seeing her suddenly appears in my house. After that i only know the reason she suddenly came into my house. Her mum come with her car and finally we can go for a movie. Daa movie is on 5.20pm. Guess what? When we reach there its already 5.30pm. We quickly buy da movie ticket and some popcorn and drinks too. The movie we are watching is 'Love in Disguise' act by Lee Hom.

Da movie is a little bit funny and romantic, some even says that it more nice than da movie 'Secret' act by Jay Chou. This movie is about LeeHom is a famous singer and he meet this girl who cant recognise him and he fall for her 'Gu Zhen' playing. He dress up like a kampung kids and go study at da music sch which da girl study in. And he get to know this girl. But in da same time he found out that she was loving another guy..... Da story goes on..... (not telling anymore =P) Thumb up for this movie ~~ It was kinda nice. Love it <3